The big move from one to two

Hi little diary, I definitely missed blogging but also feel a little disconnected since my last entry. I am slowly cathing up from being away from my blog.

Alhamdulillah.
On 31.01.2013, we’ve expanded our house by another ‘two feet’, the birth of our handsome baby boy; Qaleef Emran weighed 8.84 lbs (4.01 kg) in the afternoon. There is a new branch on the family tree other than Qaseh Edora, our first child. A new year 2013 is a new beginning for us with our second child, syukur Alhamdulillah he arrived safely and warmly..

Welcoming a new sibling was not easy, the transition from one child to two was quite hard-hitting … Jealousy, tantrums and strife proved that welcoming the second baby brought the impact to Qaseh. On the early days when we (baby & I) were home, she showed her conflicting emotions for the baby. She loved to draw our attention at most time mainly when the baby’s mood is cranky, and Daddy and I were soothing the baby. Yes, I know regression and jealousy is very common but it’s easier said than done, end up, mummy jadi panik and I felt like Qaseh tried to stay away from me :’( 

The best thing that I did was spent MORE one-on-one time with her, during feeding and playing time. Save for a few extra tantrums she was so much better than we expected. Alhamdulillah, it is only a matter of time.. Sekarang Qaseh dah okay sangat dengan baby. Everynight she will lend her hands by ushering little baby to bedroom and she is mostly helpful.  The best moment is when the little baby is given hugs and kisses from his big sister..

Having this second baby undeniably alter my daily life hence I have to put down my daily routine, at least for the first few months. Full hands and super hectic yet having a sweet small baby (again!!) is truly awesome! Besides from the whole not sleeping at night part, of course. ;)   It’s so hard to put that feeling into words… and I know the hard times will pass and that they'll grow so fast. I love being a mother of two.
Two is an adjustment and one day it will just click..... ;)

Till then…

Home-Sweet-Home

Hello peeps!
Yes, here I am, blogging at 7pm. It’s been 4 days since my last blog. Pardon me for the short hiatus.

Taadaa! I was at hometown for last weekend. Yes, finally, we drove to hometown after I win over better half and… he took ½ day medical leave on Friday. I went to clinic and took medical leave on that Friday after dropped better half at Menara Olympia. Around 1pm he returned to home, picked him up at LRT KJ. We forwarded to HL’s HQ to pick up the Herbal Life’s products for Ann, myself and another buyer too. Nearly 3pm we headed to Gombak and stuffed our tummies with nasi campur then we off to hometown. We reached our destination around 10pm, forwarded to Better Half’s house since Mama Wan Rohana asked over me to have dinner with them. I’ve packed my tummy with rice, tomyam, ayam halia, telur bungkus… and… err satey too. Oh! Diet koyak already. *laughs*
Reached hommie around 11pm and mama was there waiting for me. Oh God! I missed her damn much. I was like overjoyed for past 2 days and i’ve spent those days with her =)

On Saturday, I drove to Kb Mall, alone, as we (Ann & me) arranged for the gathering. Yes, this is our 2nd gathering; the previous one by last year if I’m not mistaken and we’ve go through this friendship for almost 2 years. Though she’s far away in Kelantan, but it’s not difficult for us to hook up like others. In fact, she’s one of my close friends, the one who I can be in touch and divulge anything. We’ve spent almost 3 hours there, we had spaghetti bolognaise for lunch, chit-chat, gossiping, cam whoring and she did shopping too. We’ve so much fun and absolutely dear, we’ll meet up again.

In night, mum invited better half to have dinner together with my family. We went to D’kantan, as per suggested by my sis. I’ve never go there before and I was like “oh! Best ke? Okay. Try lah.”
Unexpectedly, when we were there, I noticed that the cashier, a girl, keep fixed her eyes on me, and when I looked at her back, she smiled then I was like OMG, she’s Farah Lyana, my virtual friend, and she spotted Fuad too. The food was delicious and really made our tummies full, the restaurant is scenic and enough said I luff the place. Definitely, we’ll be there again. =)

We took off to KL yesterday late evening, fetched better half and headed to one of the famous café at Tanah Merah, called Selera Tepi Sungai. I had nasi campur and desert before we started our long journey. Alhamdulillah, we reached KL on 12am. I was like worn out already. I was exhausted and sleepy. And the result is, my eyes was look like “panda eyes” when I came to work today. *giggles*

End.

Gift

What the best words should I use to describe this? Another family is a gift! Perhaps!
Thank you so much for every little thing that was made for me and I feel so lucky to be among of you!

From Left: Me, Mama Wan Rohana, Faiz Dzihni, Fuad Dzihni And Eldest Brother, Faris Dzihni. The pic was taken by, Youngest Sister, Wan Farah.

Hopes

Niece told that, operation is already done.
Mum was sent to ICU for some follow-up.


TUHAN, please safe her.

Separuh Hati

Tepat jam 8.30 pagi tadi,
Ibu di sorong ke dewan bedah.
Sempat ku cium dan ku peluk dia buat penambah semangat.

Hanya D O A mengiringi insan kesayangan.
Ya Allah……….
Aku bekerja dalam keadaan ‘separuh hati’……

Life is a game....

Hi Folks!

How’s your weekend? Hurm..mine’s great and.. Errr…full of excitement I thought *smile*.. Since mama Rohana is here with Lil Farah, I spent half of the weekend with them and another half for my dear mum.. :) Ow ya! Mama Rohana is actually better-half’s Mum.

Late evening last Friday, they arrived at LCCT and Faiz fetched both of them. We met-up in Pavillion and had our dinner. After dinner, everyone liked a dead-beat already especially me *grins* I am so sleepy plus tired. Better half drove us home.

Yesterday was a fatigued day for us. We went to Sunway Lagoon since Lil Farah wanted to go there, hello adik….yesterday is not our first visiting to Sunway Lagoon yaa… yesterday is became the 10-th time already….aiyoooo..how can tak puas-puas mandi kat sana lagi ni… :) and of course without me, she wont go there since nobody will teman her to make sand-castle, to main this, to main that… hurhhh… but I am happy. We were there for almost for 7 hours! Owh. I almost drained after main main dlm air for 7hours…. *giggles*

Ow ya, since mum re-admitted to HKL again by today, I guess my 2-hours-daily-work out will be postpone to another week. *huhu*


Mum will go through the operation by tomorrow. Ya Allah, I beg YOU for her good health. Amin.

canda ria

Ellena: hi adek! Bila sampai KL?
Adik: Flight pukul 5, sapa pukul 6 kot. Jumpa di sana.
Ellena: okeh. Sure. Happy flying (:

Mama Wan Rohana & Adik Farah will be here this evening.
I am happy (:

Commitment

holla peeps!

It’s being 5 days already from my last update. Mum’s health is getting good day by day. Alhamdulillah. By yesterday, around 11am she just has done the angiogram for her health problem. Mum’s going to do Angioplasty (a process to open narrowed coronary arteries) end of this month. Doc said the problem occurred since year 2003 and it surprised me! OMG! How can nobody tell us about it?

I had overnight with mum in surgical ward last night. Better-half picked me after he done his work yesterday late evening, we had ‘makan-makan’ at our favorite stall near Pasar Besar TTDI then better-half sent me home. Around 10pm, he picked me up again then sent me to HKL. I can’t sleep well last night, around 4.00am, an old lady, beside mum’s bed just passed away after she done imputation for both of her legs yesterday.

This morning, better half came and picked me up again, we had breakfast in Kg Baru then he sent me to office. Better-half, thank you so much for all you have done. Day by day, I realize that, there’s nobody who can replace you and I am the one who’s feel very lucky for having you in my life. i luff u so!

Mum called just now and told that she might be discharged from ward by today or tomorrow. And I am happy for that. Alhamdullilah.

Mum

Mum is not in a good condition.
She will be admitted to HKL this Friday.
I am sad
I am worried
All that can be done is D O A