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Wednesday, May 29, 2013

The big move from one to two

Hi little diary, I definitely missed blogging but also feel a little disconnected since my last entry. I am slowly cathing up from being away from my blog.

On 31.01.2013, we’ve expanded our house by another ‘two feet’, the birth of our handsome baby boy; Qaleef Emran weighed 8.84 lbs (4.01 kg) in the afternoon. There is a new branch on the family tree other than Qaseh Edora, our first child. A new year 2013 is a new beginning for us with our second child, syukur Alhamdulillah he arrived safely and warmly..

Welcoming a new sibling was not easy, the transition from one child to two was quite hard-hitting … Jealousy, tantrums and strife proved that welcoming the second baby brought the impact to Qaseh. On the early days when we (baby & I) were home, she showed her conflicting emotions for the baby. She loved to draw our attention at most time mainly when the baby’s mood is cranky, and Daddy and I were soothing the baby. Yes, I know regression and jealousy is very common but it’s easier said than done, end up, mummy jadi panik and I felt like Qaseh tried to stay away from me :’( 

The best thing that I did was spent MORE one-on-one time with her, during feeding and playing time. Save for a few extra tantrums she was so much better than we expected. Alhamdulillah, it is only a matter of time.. Sekarang Qaseh dah okay sangat dengan baby. Everynight she will lend her hands by ushering little baby to bedroom and she is mostly helpful.  The best moment is when the little baby is given hugs and kisses from his big sister..

Having this second baby undeniably alter my daily life hence I have to put down my daily routine, at least for the first few months. Full hands and super hectic yet having a sweet small baby (again!!) is truly awesome! Besides from the whole not sleeping at night part, of course. ;)   It’s so hard to put that feeling into words… and I know the hard times will pass and that they'll grow so fast. I love being a mother of two.
Two is an adjustment and one day it will just click..... ;)

Till then…

Monday, October 22, 2012

A little update


The little baby moves to 26 weeks. The belly bump is getting larger and the Super Mommy is getting bigger ;)
Syukur, Super Mommy is just doing fine and in good health.
Heartburn takes place everyday and it’s really making me tense. I feel like the stomach acids are burning up and setting fire to my chest  ;(    
Leg cramps just started last night …ya ya, I know it’s quite common during pregnancy..  T_T
I feel like carrying a ‘karate kid’ ;) the baby is actually practicing all kinds of ‘kicking’ I believe. The kicking become much more powerful day after day.. ;)
Super Mommy and Daddy have done the latest pregnancy check-up by last week; syukur alhamdulillah the baby is well, get bigger and stronger. We have done the detail- scanning as well.
Super Mommy is losing her appetite, have to force myself to eat everyday but happily I have a  super husband who knows how to keep me smiling by persuaded me to eat.. Love you husband.
I am having a lot of cramping lately; it started by last 2weeks, the doctor said it’s just one of those things which happen when a baby is growing in the belly.  Fortunately, there are no unusual signs or bleeding….. InsyaAllah, +/- another 103 days to go.

Qaseh is 20 months young at present ;) she just started to communicate now, she knows to state her own name, able to run, always want to go upstairs by herself, can kick a ball too, love to eat rice on her own, tak nak suap-suap dah sekarang ni…she knows where to put all the make-up things on her clever…habis mekap mummy  ^__^
She has a very strong attachment to me, she seems like don’t want to share me with anyone, including Daddy .. errk! Kesian daddy...
Slowly I am preparing her for the birth of the new baby, dengan penuh harapan she does not feel like a competition with her sibling, InsyaAllah, we will try our best to give the best attention that we have so she may not feel left out……. Mommy promise, sayang… ^__^      Mommy and daddy are always tell her that, the new baby will not change everything…we are trying to keep her daily’s routine as normal as possible, selalu encourage Qaseh’s connection to the baby, by reffering to the belly as her ‘adik’ but she seems macam tak tahu lagi… heheh..
 I still can’t dream up,  how la ‘the homecoming’ will come about bila dah deliver baby nanti, of course it is not like the day when we brought Qaseh at home. Mesti Qaseh pelik and not understand why mommy is lying in bed with the baby…. T___T   honestly, it’s not easy, Qaseh…

Till then, bye

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

It's a Boy!

Alhamdulillah, we have determined the gender of our coming baby.
It’s a boy, InsyaAllah. The penis is clearly defined and visible between the little legs. Previous months check-up pun memang dah nampak but this time, memang clearly nampak. The little one memang purposely nak tunjuk his gender to mommy & daddy :)

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Alhamdulillah, I managed to fast for the whole month of Ramadhan though I am newly pregnant (trimester I). No dizzy, faint, weak or too tired..   Tanpa alahan yang pelik ;) syukur pada Allah s.w.t
Eid Mubarak kali ni disambut bertiga, InsyaAllah pada tahun hadapan berempat ;)

Syawal kali ini tak semeriah syawal yang lalu.. Tahun ni, Syawal pertama tanpa arwah Ibu… :(

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin
Best wishes to all of you, may Allah’s peace and blessings be upon you….

Thursday, August 02, 2012

Our family is growing and so is my belly!

I have some news
I would like to share…
We are expecting our second sweet little baby around February 2013!
InsyaAllah…  :)

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Monday, May 21, 2012


Another Mother’s Day rolled around to honors mothers and motherhood. We managed to celebrate it with my MIL since she was in KL in previous weeks.

Happy Mother’s Day, Mama. Thank you for all you do, and all that you've done. Too numerous to mention. Thanks for each one, thanks for being a wonderful mother-in-law  ;)

Mother’s Day is not the same since my mother left all of us on 8th October 2011 =(
It was a great loss to me and my sisters.
Ma, I wish you are here to hug me and lend your ears. =( You passed away months  ago, yet I’m resisting the temptation to call you on the phone.. Your passing left a hole inside my heart….. 
Your love, your attention, your guidance, has made me who I am today. I have always loved you and I always will. 
Every day, I try my best to be a mother like you were to me. Insya Allah,  may your  soul rest in peace. Al-Fatihah…. 

Thanks to the husband who brought me out and carried out a small celebration for me :) even it's a small celebration but worth more than a thousand words. You put smiles on me =)           Love you, husband. 

Wednesday, April 04, 2012


One of the reasons, why I love holiday because our bodies need a ‘pause’ from the stresses of work, thus, I give an idea to husband for a  last-minute weekend getaway trip to Genting Highlands! We went there for 2 days and checked-in at First World Hotel. Here are some photos from the short trip. =)
Yes, a break can strengthen our bonds, I believe, running through the time treasuring life with loved ones can keep relationships strong, helping us take pleasure in the good times more and helping us through the stress of the hard times. Jum g bercutiii lagi... ;)

Time passes quickly.

Time passes quickly, and everyday I’m finding time for blogging. Alhamdulillah, today I managed to grasp few minutes of my action-packed time and put up a new post ;)
Syukur alhamdulillah, my new product, Youthful Collagen Powder semakin mendapat tempat dan belian dari customer tidak putus-putus. Kini agen untuk Youthful Collagen Powder semakin bertambah.
Ada sesiapa mengambil apa-apa kolagen berbentuk kapsulUntuk pengetahuan anda , apa-apa suplemen dalam bentuk serbuk pasti lebih baik berbanding kapsul dari segi kadar penyerapanSerbuk suplemen  dapat diserap oleh badan tidak lebih dari 15 minit ke setengah jam berbanding dengan kapsul / tablet / pil tersebut mengambil masa yang lebih lama untuk 'cair' memecah dan diserap oleh badan
Jadi, dapatkan Youthful Collagen Powder  hari ini dan InsyaAllah anda akan merasakan hasil yang terbaik!

Thursday, March 01, 2012

Time off to Cherating

Laut biru dan hebat berbuih, pantai indah dan angin sejuk memang mengoda jiwa setiap kali melalui Pantai Cherating untuk pulang ke Kelantan tapi belum berkesempatan untuk menjengah ke Cherating.

Hubby nodded when I told him why not we make time off to Cherating.