This is probably the most important thing – my wedding in 3rd week of December! I can’t tell you how exciting the whole wedding journey has been …. It sure does take a lot of time planning, traveling, pondering etc but it’s all good and yeah a lifetime remains … I can’t wait for that big day! The wedding preparation is still going on… at length; I managed to grab my wedding hijab for reception ceremony but not yet for “bertandang”… Alhamdulillah..
Alhamdulillah...Better-half and I managed to settle our registration for nikah last weekend.Syukur Alhamdulillah. The main thing has been settled.Fuhhh… so now, I can get into the swing and loosen up my head a bit..
I managed to make an effort to be dressed in my wedding attire for reception ceremony last weekend. Alhamdulillah. I’m glad seeing that it was really comply with my needs as it should be….
So now, I need to find right and proper hijabs for three ceremonies; akad nikah, reception & bertandang. Hurmm.. 4 weeks left and I have to take a quick step.. There’s only few things left and InsyaAllah it will be settled very soon... Moga Allah permudahkan segala-galanya.. Amen.
All brides-to-be want to look their best on their wedding day…Same goes to me. Since my big day is on the horizon and I still have a few pounds to shed off. Hurm…Rasanyaaaa, I managed to throw away a few kilos of blubber from my body… but…. Not so sure.. perasaan je kottt… tapi better-half said I looks kecik skit than before. Heeeee..
Dear diary,The cards are really nice and fulfill our desires. Alhamdulillah.
Contented.
To those who are invited, the card will be sending out soon after. =)
To those who will not be invited, please apologies, as this is only a small celebration and will be attended by close family members and close buddies.
To all friends who wish to paint the town red and make it merrier, kindly leave your mailing address as it will be easier for me to send out the invitation card. Thank you.
I managed to accomplish most of outdoor activities. Though it’s not easy to overcome fear of height but at least, I managed to climb 12 feet wall with full support & assistance from all of the superb team members. Bravo, Ellena.
When I came back to work on Monday morning, one of my office mate give me out a question “best tak pi team building?”
Honestly, it’s just so-so. It was unremarkable moment for me. I noticed, all the colleagues are still feeling the “heat” & “fire” of it, but not me. When I stepped into office on Monday’s morning, they did a very out, loud-mouthed war-cry, but I silently, wordlessly sit at my place with unpleasant, nasty smile and down face.
Straight from my shoulder, it was moderately good for ME. I was not really motivated. What have caused it happened? Personally, something is bothering my mind since a week ago which I was not supposed to amass that “thing” with me all through team engagement days.
Too bad, this weedy Ellena let this sticky situation winning her mind throughout those days. I was not okay at all and I knew all colleagues noticed about this gloomy girl. I gave bad smiles to others. I refused to do few things. I let myself single-handedly and toddle around the resort unaccompanied.
And to my Transformers team members:
Sorry for ‘saying no’ for a number of activities & thank you for those who had replaced me.
Sorry for being unhappy and sluggish team member.
Sorry for being jaded.
Sorry for the all unpleasant smiles.
Fortunately, on the Halloween night, my mood was back to normal. We performed a drama and surprisingly we won the second place.
That night, we danced, we sang songs together and enough said I really-really get pleasure from that moment. I had a good time with my colleagues.
Thank you to my better-half who made an effort to wake up in early morning, without having mealtime together and drove me to Seremban, dissimilar with others who were taking bas to reach there. Heart you, so much.
And;
I’m still jaded till this moment….
