My Devotees

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I am a Mrs. now.

So we finally said I do after being together for more than 2 years!
It was beautiful and so much fun.
Nothing much to say..married life is great...better-half and I have been enjoying just being with each other this past week.
hurm... I can't wait until we get a real honeymoon next year.. :)
I would share some pictures from my wedding..

On Akad Nikah Day

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Just Married!!


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Thing To Do Today

  1. Do It Yourself pedicure
  2. Henna (tonight)
  3. place order untuk cuppies
  4. ke Wee Garden untuk place order for fresh flowers

I am ready.

2 days for me now....most of it is done...

Ya Allah......permudahkan lah semua urusan ku..

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Menghitung hari....

Clock is ticking.....
I'm counting the days...

Moga segalanya berjalan lancar... Amen.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Am I ready?

One week from today, is anyone starting to feel the nerves really bad yet ?...
Many things has been done, and
still I can't remember what else need to be cross out..but not too worried if a few things are forgotten as have got all the main things sorted.
I've got 6 days and i almost there.....


Wednesday, December 09, 2009

We are getting married..

I am so excited everyone.
I feel like a kid. =)
Pinch me!!...

Bachelorette Party?

I actually think for a bachelorette party.. but my schedule is super duper hectic...
The main point of the bachelorette party is to have fun with our best girls.
Traditionally the bachelor and bachelorette parties were held the night before/or at least the week before the actual wedding day....

errm.. I will re-consider bout this..... tengok lah camne.

Sunday, December 06, 2009

It has been a while since my last update …

Dear diary,

I know it has been a while since I last updated my diary ….
Hurmmmm… do I have a good apology? Errr.. Let’s just say that these last few weeks have been the hectic that I can remember … it was full with activities and it was so tiring…...

We managed to celebrate Aidiladha with my beloved families, Alhamdulillah; I was given a chance to have a good time with my dearly loved mother & siblings…. Everything was run well, as it should be…

My Wedding!
This is probably the most important thing – my wedding in 3rd week of December! I can’t tell you how exciting the whole wedding journey has been …. It sure does take a lot of time planning, traveling, pondering etc but it’s all good and yeah a lifetime remains … I can’t wait for that big day! The wedding preparation is still going on… at length; I managed to grab my wedding hijab for reception ceremony but not yet for “bertandang”… Alhamdulillah..
What’s more?I already steal a pair of off-white shoe from Charles & Keith last few weeks as for my wedding shoe.. teruja & tak sabar nak memakainya….. =) heeeee…. Oh! waitttt… I need to find one more shoes, precisely in gold color for majlis bertandang…. Huhuhu..

Washing machine & fridge have been delivered today… semangat nak menghias rumah! ;)

Herbalife = my daily meal

Yeah… with “suppose to” feeling, terpaksa telan herbalife and pretend its sedap & lazat, every time better-half look and ask me “Sedap, tak?” and he always continue saying that “lagi 2 minggu je, sabar ya…” Diary, as you know, I need to scrap all flabby-flabby things and this plump face before my big day… InsyaAllah…. Good Luck, Ellena (whispering to myself).

Now, I’m controlling myself from certain foods and minum ice … actually, since few months ago… my mum & sisters WARNED me to always have ‘air suam’ instead of cold drink.. =) untuk kesihatan dalaman katanya…. Yes, I must learn to stay away, no matter how much I want it…. Less make-up.. Less jalan malam-malam.. Less oily foods.. And many things lagi… tu semua petua & pantang-larang orang lama-lama… ;) fortunately, I have faith on that, therefore it’s not a difficulty for me… . =)

Wow, how fast time flies… Now it is time for Christmas decorations to go up and the shopping season has officially begun… ohhh… I love this spree! Bessst bangetttt…. Still, I noticed awal-awal lagi better-half forewarn me to not over shopping as I have purchased 6 pieces of outfits from ZARA last week … Okay, Okay, I nodded noiselessly.

Still….last night, managed to grab (though I have to keep myself away from shopping melampau) a piece of blue color, Miss Sixty apparel with puffy sleeve… Sukak ;) and thanks to better half for that designer shades! Errr.. tak sabar nak pakai.. ....

Diary,My life is making a change for the better …. Exactly how i want it to be :) Alhamdulillah…. Syukur…I now need to make sure that the things in my life are aligned to make it as easy as possible to accomplish.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

The Beautiful Abaya

Here are some of Abaya styles, beautiful, right?.... i have just discovered a few collection of Abayas.. they are so sweet...and elegant..
Since 2-3 months ago, I'm thinking to have one elegant, black Abaya with matching hijab... hopefully, it will be nice with me... ;)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

The Nest.

Dear diary,
At last, better-half and I managed to load our apartment with our first stuff, shoe rack last week. To be precise, DIY shoe rack =) contented tau… bersusah payah tau nk siapkan this little thing… hurm.. At last, better-half able to finish it off.
By tonight, our bedroom set will be delivered follow with new washing machine and fridge by next week. Sukak! =)
"Hunting Day" for home appliances & home decoration akan bermula next week =) hohoho. excited. definetely, Ikea is bothering my mind... =)
Alhamdulillah…… Moga ALLAH s.w.t permudahkan segalanya.. All the sweet and bitter things happened during swapping to new house will remain in my mind evermore..

Sunday, November 22, 2009


Hello Weekend.

Hola diary. Fuhhh… it has been an empty week, empty with moi latest updates..
Last Sunday, four of us (Kord, Ewan, Better-half & I) managed to be present at my lovely friend, Yani’s engagement ceremony which was held at temerloh..
At last, I managed to eat ‘Ikan Patin Masak Tempoyak’.. =) it’s tasty! Hurm… tapi…ikan patin is not my much loved fish… tataw kenapa… maybe because the taste of the ikan is a bit strange kott.. hee hee. Whatever.. ;)

On the way back to KL, we paid a quick visit at Bukit Tinggi. The panorama is super-duper nice and the countryside really-really catch my eyes… anddd… my heart noiselessly murmured.. “I should come here another time”. Let’s the pictures do the talking…..

Ohhh.. My bigggg day is coming… it’s less than a month… precisely, 26 days left… I have uneasy feeling… i’m worried and fretful... I am pretty sure; its untruth if we say all brides-to-be can be cool waiting for their wedding day… in fact, I got bad chest pain these few days and my left hand is shivering. I have sought for Dr Bavani and her first question after do all the health check was “Are you worrying bout something, dear?” and I said smilingly “Yes, I do… but not really be troubled with it. I didn’t lose sleep.”…. At last, she gave me some medicine for muscle pain and medicine to calm down my mind and advised me to put feet up.. Do I have anxiety disorder?... tataw la… yes, almost all the time, my big day is bothering my mind… I always pray, the ceremony will run smoothly as it should be… InsyaAllah…
all the invitation cards will be mailed out by next week... ;)

I managed to grab a tudung for my akad nikah.. in off-white color. Susah juga nak cari, luckily I found one.. still I have to find 2 more tudung for reception day and majlis bertandang.. susah betol nak cari tudung yang suitable and satisfy with my needs. Uuhuhuh…

Till then.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

My Big Day Is Approaching!

Hey buddies.

Alhamdulillah...Better-half and I managed to settle our registration for nikah last weekend.Syukur Alhamdulillah. The main thing has been settled.Fuhhh… so now, I can get into the swing and loosen up my head a bit..

I managed to make an effort to be dressed in my wedding attire for reception ceremony last weekend. Alhamdulillah. I’m glad seeing that it was really comply with my needs as it should be….

So now, I need to find right and proper hijabs for three ceremonies; akad nikah, reception & bertandang. Hurmm.. 4 weeks left and I have to take a quick step.. There’s only few things left and InsyaAllah it will be settled very soon... Moga Allah permudahkan segala-galanya.. Amen.

All brides-to-be want to look their best on their wedding day…Same goes to me. Since my big day is on the horizon and I still have a few pounds to shed off. Hurm…Rasanyaaaa, I managed to throw away a few kilos of blubber from my body… but…. Not so sure.. perasaan je kottt… tapi better-half said I looks kecik skit than before. Heeeee..

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Malaysia Cup Final

Dear diary,

With red shirts, we are headed to Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil to watch the Malaysia Cup final match between Kelantan and Negeri Sembilan tonight. Lets support our own local teams..

go! go! Red Warrior can do it!!
haihhh semangat lebih pulak.... heeee heeee.

Friday, November 06, 2009


Finally, better half managed to collect our wedding invitation card.

The cards are really nice and fulfill our desires. Alhamdulillah.


To those who are invited, the card will be sending out soon after. =)

To those who will not be invited, please apologies, as this is only a small celebration and will be attended by close family members and close buddies.

To all friends who wish to paint the town red and make it merrier, kindly leave your mailing address as it will be easier for me to send out the invitation card. Thank you.

Down In the Dumps.

I was at Klana Resort Seremban for two days, 31st October & 1st November 2009 for Winning Performance Culture Team Engagement.

I managed to accomplish most of outdoor activities. Though it’s not easy to overcome fear of height but at least, I managed to climb 12 feet wall with full support & assistance from all of the superb team members. Bravo, Ellena.

When I came back to work on Monday morning, one of my office mate give me out a question “best tak pi team building?”

Honestly, it’s just so-so. It was unremarkable moment for me. I noticed, all the colleagues are still feeling the “heat” & “fire” of it, but not me. When I stepped into office on Monday’s morning, they did a very out, loud-mouthed war-cry, but I silently, wordlessly sit at my place with unpleasant, nasty smile and down face.

Straight from my shoulder, it was moderately good for ME. I was not really motivated. What have caused it happened? Personally, something is bothering my mind since a week ago which I was not supposed to amass that “thing” with me all through team engagement days.

Too bad, this weedy Ellena let this sticky situation winning her mind throughout those days. I was not okay at all and I knew all colleagues noticed about this gloomy girl. I gave bad smiles to others. I refused to do few things. I let myself single-handedly and toddle around the resort unaccompanied.

And to my Transformers team members:

Sorry for ‘saying no’ for a number of activities & thank you for those who had replaced me.

Sorry for being unhappy and sluggish team member.

Sorry for being jaded.

Sorry for the all unpleasant smiles.

Fortunately, on the Halloween night, my mood was back to normal. We performed a drama and surprisingly we won the second place.

That night, we danced, we sang songs together and enough said I really-really get pleasure from that moment. I had a good time with my colleagues.

Thank you to my better-half who made an effort to wake up in early morning, without having mealtime together and drove me to Seremban, dissimilar with others who were taking bas to reach there. Heart you, so much.


I’m still jaded till this moment….