My Devotees

Thursday, February 22, 2007

. Compasionate Leave . Al-Fatihah .


8:57 AM 22/02/2007

harini, everything goes wrong.tataw nape.apa yg tak kene.mgkin keadaan mama yg tak sehat & br dpt berita yg satu2nya pakcik yg ade, dah pulang ke rahmatullah kol 4pg td.huhuh.& bile datang office pg ni, rasa cam tabesh, cam ade tak kene. =(
i took Compasionate Leave for 2 days & 1 off day, since 3 days ago, kol 930 pm, along dpt call & her's brother-in-law yg rapat ngan along dah meninggal..huhuh.then, along bersiap2 nk balek dat nite.aku lak br je balek kel last week.adey, nk balek ke x nak..last2 lps pk2, pahtu call Devinder, decided balek gak laaa, ikot along.. ngee** =) so lps g balai polis Cheras utk uruskn cuti abg ipar aku, kitorg pon bertolak lah balek Kel. huhuh. riangnye ati nk balek nk jmpa mama,., konvoi 2 buah kete, sbb adek abg ipar aku tuh nk alek sama.. =) then, around 3am, tayar lak pecah kt tgh jalan, adey, so turun dr kete, x kan nk tercongok lam kete lak biarpun abg ipar x soh tuwun pon sbb sejukkk sgt.,.tp, takpelah..lps 15mnt tukar tyr, kiteorg teruskn balek perjalanan ke kg.huhu..kali nie, balek kg, rs sayu, teringat 2 thn yg lps, 12/12/04, balek kg sbb arwah abah x de. =( sgt rindukan arwah abah..hohoho.
then smpi Kel around 630am, sedar2 je dah kat Kg Bakong, Pasir Mas, rumah arwah abang ipar along.. hoho.sayu je kt rumah tuh, punya la ramai org kt rumah tuh..then, kiteorg naek ats rumah & tgk arwah..then, dr kol 630am smpi ke petang dok kt rumah arwah..huhu sgttt penatt & ngantok..dengan x mandi nye..,,.,huhu.kesian lak kat mama, asek kal ty bile nk alik rumah.,. dr urusan kafankn mayat sehingga solat jenazah, aku maseh dok kt situ..saat yg paling sedey bile masa nk tutup mayat arwah & org yg kafankan jenazah tuh mtk sedara terdekat utk kucup mayat bwat kali terakhir...masa tuh jd sedey sgt, sbb me x smpt kucup arwah abah dlu plus x smpt tgk arwah bwat kali terakhir.. huhu..then arwah di solatkan jenazah then bersiap2 tuk bawk turun ke kubur..huhuh.masa tuh along da separuh mati menanges..hohoh.mgkin sbb along terlalu rapat ngan arwah & anggp cam abg die sdr..me hy mampu tgk along je.,.,huhuh.around 630pm,baru lah balek umah, dr jauh nampak mama, da jerit2,., hahaha =)) i missed her so much!!! ~ Al-fatihah bwat arwah,moga ditempatkan dikalangan org yg beriman~


21/02/2007.
around 8mlm, sume dlm rumah nmpak mama laen benar..hoho.dat tyme ngah mandi & siap2 nk g bus station..the Eda dtg bitaw,mama nmpak laen, ckp pon melalut, da pucat..huhu..adeyy!!~ napa lah benda2 cani jd mase nk dtg KL nie..huhu.me masok bilik tgk mama, she's occay, sgt pucat., then bile kteorg ajak die berbual, percakapn die laen, sedikit melalut & dr situ kteorg taw yg sbnrnya mama x taw pe yg dibual kan.,..hohoh.. me da cuakk!!!~ ya ALLAH, x ske nye situation camni..huhuh..rs nak nanges pon ade.so bersiap ala kadar..terus masuk kete..huhu.me dok sebelah mama, she looked tired..huhu.kekeadang die terlelap..huhuh. then sampai kt station bas, jln Hamzah, me mtk abg letakkan kt tepi jalan je & trus hantr mama g hosp..huhu. before tuwun kete, smpt salam her & hugged her, tightly.,.huhu. she looked in my eyes & dat tyme da x ley nk kwl perasaan da, teros nanges & cpt2 kuar kete sbb x mo bg die sedey,.,.then mama kt kecemasa..,DR said, mama kurang darah so kne hospitalize.hohoh.dlm bas semalam, sgt tak sedap hati, hati rasa berat je.. x dpt nk lelapkn mata even badan sgtt penattt.. =( huhuh. then call Eda a few times juz nk taw keadaan mama camne..hohoh. td sampai kt hentian putra kol 430am.., argh.,.sgt awl pg.,sgt ngantok since semalam x titow ats bus.juz melayan mata,.,hohoh.hurm, then lepak jap kt hentian putra, around 6am, menapak g kt tren.naek tren then smpi BTS then amek cab.,.,hoho.smpi je umah, trus baring jap, sbb tak larat.,.,hohoh.then siap2 g opis.,.suddenly, dpt msg dr Eda said that pak cik lak meninggal.,., adeyy!! napa nie.,., =( huhuhu..,. then call mama, ingt nk borak wif her, but die ngah tidow lg, so takpe lah, siap2 then dtg opis..!~
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